Killing Me Softly;

I've been away from this blog or far too long.. Can I say that I've lost my skills of blogging? ;)

I don't know what to blog about these days, it's just so bloody boringgg. Someone take me out, please lol. Pow's BBQ party last Saturday was the bomb; pictures are up on Facebook! :)


Until I have a proper topic to blog about, that's all, hehh.



- you have absolutely no idea.

Bittersweet.

For the first time yesterday,

I watched Gossip Girl.

At Mae's, with Jen. Now I know why she can't study, lol. ;D

I only had a taste of one episode, but it was definitely enough to get me hooked. Though I still don't find Ed Westwick attractive, in the least bit. Chace all the way :D! Ed looks like another Robert Pattinson to me, no offense. :P

So right now, I CANNOT WAIT till PMR is over. Then I can finish watching my Heroes(which is really long overdue), watch Gossip Girl, and Glee as well. :D! Anyone wanna recommend anymore TV shows? ;)

Oooh, Ellis' open house yesterday was great, haha. I went back with cat fur all over my pants. x) I didn't take much, but the pictures'll be up on Facebook..in about 3 weeks' time!

That's about it, I'm gonna dig into Form 2 History after this post.


Oh! Is it just me or does Justin Bieber look like a long lost younger brother of Jesse McCartney?



- come live in me, all my life take over.

Dead & Gone.

I don't know why I even bother coming back here anymore. Haha, PMR's less than 3 weeks away, and yet here I am, still typing away on the keyboard. :P

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I wonder if I'll still update after PMR. I mean, I know I haven't even sat for the first paper yet, but I've already started making plans for my next three months of freedom. Mmhmm, none of which include, updating this blog, hehh.


Expect to find pictures from my party(yes I know, UBER long ago), and maybe shots from CHEER or LOUD! '09, posted up on Facebook after PMR. Oh, and those drafted posts? Hmm, someone remind me to get those done, a'ite? ;D

Oh btw, those tagged photos on Facebook are annoying; you know which ones I mean. I untagged myself in every of those photos, because it got so freakin' annoying to the point that everytime someone commented, I get an email & notification on/from Facebook. -__-


- nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing, if i ain't got you with me baby.

I Don't Love You.

..Or maybe not.


Sorry I wasn't able to go online in Singapore! :/ Couldn't find an internet connection there. I actually thought of twittering throughout my trip on Twitter. Hehh, guess that didn't work out, huh?

Anyways, my trip down was alright, though most of the time I was either sleeping or eating, ahha. And speaking of sleeping, I was so full of "semangat DJ-ian" *cough*, that I slept in a DJ basketball shirt that I bought, back in Form 1.


We didn't visit any bird park or museum or whatever, coz' I've been there during my previous trips. Although my brother did spend his 12th birthday in Singapore. It's like his.. 2nd birthday he's spent there? Once when he was 10, I think we spent it there too; if I'm not wrong.


Singapore is practically like my second home country, ahha. Since I don't go overseas for holidays, that's my only out-of-the-country holiday I can get.

Mmmmm; after PMR, I feel like taking a bus down to Singapore and stay with my aunt. Anyone wanna come with? ;)






- but it's too late to realise you've made mistakes.

A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes.

Hello peeps!

The blogger sincerely apologizes for lacking updates. She's working on finishing her drafts; those pictures are coming up soon too! She asks that you continue to wait patiently, and to continue checking back here every once in a while. :D

She has also gotten Twitter! *points left* If you have Twitter, kindly click the "follow me on Twitter" link to learn what she's been doing recently. :)

In the mean time, she suggests you to read this blog, as she finds its content funny&cute and is quite often updated. And boy, what a coincidence it was when she found 2 of her friends' recent blogposts with the same title. :D :D

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Oh well, there you have it. An update. :D! Nahh, I'm joking. A proper one is on its way, I promise. By the way, I'm going down to Singapore again on Thursday. :P I'll update there as well? :)

PS: I like speaking about myself as a third person. ;p




- and you've got a smile that could light up this whole town. :)

In Between.

Consume me from the inside out ;

: People just don't like receiving gifts these days, do they?
: The boys were being retards in class, as usual.
: Get well, Al. Haha, *sniff*
: Sorry about the little misunderstanding today, May.
: Audition's tomorrow.
: I've been having this want to do song covers, lately.
: I want to get Fireflight's album, Unbreakable.
: And I wanna watch Glee! I hope they show it here in Malaysia.

(Hahaha, Kevin's so cute la. He acts as the crippled nerd, Arty.)

: I need to find a new will to study. :/
: No more blogging until after exams.
: Sorryyy, I'll give a proper update after exams, okay? :)
: Mae, those pictures too; after exams, alright? :D
: Oh, and Ameer still owes me RM 5. -_-

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The Outside Lie; The Inside Cry

A tear, a sob, a cry, a scream;
Outside, I'm just the way I'm supposed to seem.
My every laughter, and every smile;
Inside, the joy lasts but for a while.

My face I plaster, a mask I wear;
Outside, I don't think the world even cares.
The different pains, and personal sorrows;
Inside, I wonder if I'll make it through tomorrow.

Dear Lord, how long more do I've to wait?
Outside, I try not to anticipate.
My God, how much more have I to take?
Inside, my heart has a deep certain ache.

Challenge after challenge I am put to face;
Sometimes I wish I wasn't in this place.
The tests He gives me, aren't ones I choose;
Truth be told, I have no position to refuse.

Time after time, He reminds me though,
These trials make me stronger, as I should know.
He works in ways one does not see,
And I think any other Christian would agree.

So despite all this, I'm proud to say,
My God is awesome, in every way.
He gave me friends, to help me through.
I'll be okay, as His Word says too.


© Copyright 2009 Josephine Lim

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³⁰ Even youths grow tired and weary,
and young men stumble and fall;

³¹ but those who hope in the Lord
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

(Isaiah 40:30-31, NIV)


²⁸"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest. ²⁹Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. ³⁰For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." (Matthew 11:28-30, NIV)



-oh, take hold of my heart.

Peek-a-boo!

Hello from Singaporeeeee! :)

Just got back from the wedding. :D Yeah Al, MINE hahaha. I'll edit this and add the pictures after I've uploaded them, but for now, this would do. Tomorrow, shoppingggg!

And thank GOD, I managed to get a peek at American Idol this week. I was simply shocked that Adam was in the bottom two (one day in Singapore and already AI can't do well without me :P), and Kris in the bottom three! Oh well, at least(thank God, again) they weren't eliminated. :)

Sooo, I'll see y'all next week!

I'LL BE BACK.